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I have horrible taste. I don't like half the shit the ppl I'm "interested in" do. I would never do it. I think its unattractive. I always looked down on ppl that did it. Yet, I still know how to pick 'em. The ones I see myself going far w/ & doing the most to show my "care"
Is there an imbalance in my brain??
Someone stage an intervention. ha.
Damn.
Brittney A. Scaggs.-thats final
I suppose.
Now, I'm looking for someone fresh but not a chase. Be real about what you want & I'll for sure do the same & be 100 w/ you. Be down. I know what I want yo. haha. Hey, for the most part I know who I want to. Lets make it work, yes? Yes =]
Its hit. I'm the fool. I let it go way too far. I always do. But I get attached just as much as the other. Boy or not, it happens. Feelings develop & as easy as it is to say "Drop it" is as difficult as it is to actually do that. But I'm coo now, cuz I've been in this position way too many times & I'm always the one ending up empty. For whatever reason that is, I don't care, because I'm done now. I show way too much attention, care, trust, faith, and more into something that I can't not even 1/4 of that from. Its not fair. If the effort or chance can't even be made or given, why bother? Nahh, you got him. Let the love carry you through.
Last night, woah buddy. I haven't been that pissed in awhile. Serena Williams, the 11 time grand slam champion on the cusp of losing but being Serena, you can never truly count her out. The lineman or lineswoman in this case called a foot fault. A foot fault, in a semi finals match on the verge of being over. Serena lost her cool, with all right. First, it wasn't a foot fault to begin with. Second, YOU DON'T CALL THAT, you just don't. Now, the entire tennis association is up in arms, disappointed in this champion's attitude and in total disbelief as to how she could "lose her composure" so. The effect, Serena now looks like the angry, bitter, stereotypical black woman who cannot keep her emotions under control. Forgetting the antics of McEnroe, Conners, and Billie Jean King, these individuals are so quick to judge and forget the human aspect of the situation. Serena Williams demonstrated heart and frustration. If I was in the same situation, I doubt I'd act different or even any better. That lineswoman deserved whatever was uttered to her. Serena's a fighter, she'll be back for Australia in January.
Woah buddy. Rollin like a big shot =]
I saw this girl emerge out of no where at Wimbledon this year, she was the new American on the scene showing some good future hope. But, this US Open she's shown that the future is here upon us, now. She has imposed herself on 3 seeded women & beat them after losing the first set. She has an awesome forehand and is nothing too big about her game, but she's quick, good knowledge of the court, and shows tremendous composure. I'm excited to see how far she can get. After the Williams sisters retire (which won't be soon) she will be the new face of American womens' tennis.
I think its an easy concept. like come on dude. young adults? I think not.
I'll make better selections one day.
Good movie. I was surprised. I mean I wanted to see it so of course I thought it'd be fair, but no it was actually a well developed, small budget movie. Good story line. Good climax. Good "resolution". Vanessa Hudgens was eye candy. Overall, Kendall enjoyed Band Slam.
Well..yesterday, I got my license. In most people's eyes that would mean the ultimate freedom. Not in this household. My father to be precise. I'm excited about it & can't wait for the true "freedom" to begin. Yes, I'll ask for permission, but I will, for the most part, come & leave as I please, honestly with little control of my whereabouts. The independence will be liberating & once I get the real gist of it, I think it'll be a cool eye opener into what my life in a year will resemble.
Ever think something good will come of a situation even though you know you don't have luck in that department & people never fail to disappoint..? I wish things could be different; some day maybe..?
Chrisette Michele. Tonight I watched her Rising Star episode on BET, awesome. She's a raw talent. She scats like Ella Fitzgerald is incorporated in her soul. When you listen to her CD's you definitely understand she's an awesome vocalist & a powerhouse in her own right but until you see her raw performance & live passion, you don't understand. Right now, she's at the top of the list to go see on tour. I will support any of her future ventures because she's a different individual, a rare lady in the game. Good stuff Chrisette.
So Solange decided she wanted to cut off her hair. Isn't that her own choice & decision under the First Amendment? The media & stupid bloggers need to let that shit go. Its her choice & she's not doing it to gain attention or distinction from her sister, Beyonce. Solange can stand on her own as a musician & individual; I really don't view their "siblingship" with any sort of animosity or jealousy. They're two different people with different views of "success." Leave her alone. Her, being Solange Knowles.
Alright, so last night I started talking to this girl. Well I mean I've known her for a lil while now but never really like texted much or anything of the sort. We chatted for awhile & it was awesome. I was getting good replies, engaging convo, & becoming more aware of some depth she possessed. It was nice. I mean I'm not gonna speak on anything & assume its going any further than last night's "plus side" conversation, but I'm gonna keep my fingers crossed & think positively. She could be a special one. & I'd be a good catch [no cocky :p]
Today, I went driving w/ my father today. Not for a lesson, but simply to pick my mom up from wrk (the mechanic was wrkin on hers). Why did I assume this would be like driving w/ my mother w/ slight instruction & critique? This man was on a mission to make me have such a negative connotation w/ driving I'd never want to drive, get a license, or even sit in the driver's seat of any damn car. I mean I understand, if I f'ck up, correct me. But why are you preaching, Al Sharpton? Why can't it just be, "Turn your signal on earlier?" Why does it have to be, "Turn your signal on earlier, don't turn it on right before you make the turn, people have to know where you're going, the driver behind you decides their speed on your turn signal ..." I mean its like incessant. I hated it. He made it extremely unpleasant.
Haha. What can I say? Its Wendy Williams. The Queen of Media. Honestly one of the few things I look forward to everyday. Like eating & talking to a new chick. She's a fresh face on television, she's energetic, she's not intimidated by "media etiquette" & she's a no nonsense type of girl. One of my favorite shows on right now, probably ever. Good ol' Wendy Williams =]
From what I see on Tori & Dean I'd marry her. She's beautiful & awesome in every other way, besides her unnecessary crying bits, she's perfect.
Today, the world lost an icon. His memorial & tribute was extremely fitting & well deserved. It was a well done ceremony w/ excellent performances. A broad range of emotions were felt during the ceremony. Joy, laughter, sadness, empathy, everything. Michael Jackson was the world's greatest entertainer & he can never be forgotten. Seeing his daughter break down the way she did made Michael Jackson a human being, a father, a brother, an uncle, a cousin, a family member; he was no longer this mega icon held on a pedestal. Like his brother said, "Maybe they'll leave you alone Michael.
R.I.P. MJJ
Really?
I've had my fair share of forgiving moments. Forgiving things that in most people's eyes are not worthy of forgiveness, they'd turn the other cheek & never look back. But I have. But w/ this whole situation its extremely difficult to not do the same thing. When individuals set standards for friendships, relationships, whatever the case may be, they shouldn't be taken lightly. Yeah, I've went back on a couple strong 'standards' but this takes the cake, because it was blatant. I think I'm a pretty decent person & I try to treat people w/ the utmost respect & not insult them w/ sloppy lies & inconsistencies. I'm coo. I'll live. Get over it. You made ur bed now lay in it.
