Attempts at a "Nigga Mentality"

Its always funny to me when girls claim to have been hurt so badly in the past that they have a wall up & inevitably (some admittedly) pick up a "nigga mentality." The funny thing is, I don't even have that mentality. I can't. I'm not capable. I have a conscience. I think about others ALONG w/ myself. Hmm.. my bad? No, I'm not going to change because that is the expectations of males. While I really did/do like you, you're selfish. You're probably selfish because of your hurt or life happenings that shaped you this way, but I've demonstrated the qualities of a true gentleman and almost been a complete open book. Therefore, I didn't deserve to be forced to play a role on your continuously developing "team" as you believe this "talking" thing is a game where dudes should know their role. I was never quite sure what mine was. I suppose I'm still too mature even when dealing w/ an older girl. Shame, shame.