Dangerous Cycle or Hopeless Romantic?

I don't quite feel like I'm in the friend zone, but I damn sure ain't dating this girl. So, where exactly do I stand? Because I can pretty much speak to where she stands for me. This just seems dangerously close to many other situations I've experienced in the past. Where I feel like I'm just being kept around because I know I'm a good catch but to all the way commit to me.. Why would you? I'm there just as if you're my only one. I'm giving you all of me, but its unwarranted. You've done nothing to earn such loyalty, care, & compassion from me. But this is what I give my friends, just obviously not in a romantic way. This is me. Loyal. Hmm.. I gotta start thinking of me first & foremost, because we know that's your tactic.